Something Has to Change

I'm in such a funk. I have no desire to do anything. Nothing at all. I'm so depressed at work, which is falling over into my personal life. I need to break this because it's sucking everything out of me. I have to find a way to make work better. I'm so bored there. I want to do more, but not recruiting. I don't have the appitude for recruiting. I like doing HR. I need more clients, but I don't know how to get them. And I want to do it without the partner's help. I don't mind CTs help so I need to figure out how to get more of her time. I don't have any desire to exercise, but I want to lose 70 pounds. Maybe because when I do exercise, I'm not seeing any results. Of course, I'm not exercising regularly, so I won't see any results. I have to make that a priority. Maybe if I can focus on that, then I'll start to feel better about myself, and maybe that will translate into work. But something has to change before I sink even deeper.