Changes and Other Stuff

So I have an interview with one of SLA's former clients. It sounds like a great possibility, and it's much closer to home. I like the owner of the company, based on our conversations, so that's also a plus. The negative - the salary is lower than I make. But I can take a slight reduction if other things are in place. As long as I don't go down in vacation - that is too important to me. So if there is some flexibility, it could be the next move. Things at work are okay - I'm going to be doing more project management and recruiting and less HR, which I don't like. I'm still working on the Atlanta project from hell. One day it will be over. I hope to have my stuff done on Monday, and hopefully that will be the last of it. I still haven't heard anything from TG about her call, which is just wrong. She is not being forthfull with her information. But I have to give her and GR all of my information. Whatever. I'm so done with this. I'm reallly looking foward to Disney, and just getting away from it all. That's going to be my turning point. I will be starting a new training program for the mini-tri. I might be signing up for another 1/2 (not at Disney, but in Hampton). Potential new job. I'm trying to find new people to work out with. I have to make it more of a priority and do something every day. And my eating. That is stopping - all the junk. It's disguisting. Totally disguisting. I need to be eating more healthy stuff and less fat/bad stuff. I know I can do it. My goal is to be at 170 by the cruise, then down to 155 by the mini-tri. Then 140 by the Wine & Dine. I can do it. I HAVE to map out my plan on how to do this. Then I can wear all of the cute clothes that I have. Why isn't that more of an incentive for me?

Emotions

It's been an emotional month for me, and I'm not totally sure why. I think some of it is the stress - I just feel like I'm a big ball of stress, and have been for almost 1 1/2 years. That's not good. I have to figure out what to do about it. Work is so conflicting. One day things are good, and the next day things are in such turmoil that I don't know if I can last another day. The only thing that seems to make me happy is Disney. And that's unrealistic. But what do I do about that? And lately I just want to cry at times. I don't know why, maybe it's hormones, or maybe it's something else. I just want it to stop. I want some peace in my life, where things are finally going right all the way.