Emotions

It's been an emotional month for me, and I'm not totally sure why. I think some of it is the stress - I just feel like I'm a big ball of stress, and have been for almost 1 1/2 years. That's not good. I have to figure out what to do about it. Work is so conflicting. One day things are good, and the next day things are in such turmoil that I don't know if I can last another day. The only thing that seems to make me happy is Disney. And that's unrealistic. But what do I do about that? And lately I just want to cry at times. I don't know why, maybe it's hormones, or maybe it's something else. I just want it to stop. I want some peace in my life, where things are finally going right all the way.