Same Old, Same Old

Another week has gone by, and things really haven't changed too much. I did make it to the gym 3 days, and I've done the kettlebells 4 days. I still need to do them tonight. I'm trying to do better with my eating, but it's hard on the weekends when I'm just bored. Actually bored isn't the right word. I just don't always feel like doing much. I have a possible lead on a new job - one of our former SLA clients is looking for an HR Director. So I have a call into them. I hope she calls me back and will talk to me. I wish I could get my feelings under control about how I feel about DHG, but that's so hard. One day I like it, the next day it's just so frustrating. I need to figure out how to make it all okay to keep going to work until I can find the right position. I am going into debt again - for more Disney points. 100 of them. but it's not that much money, so that won't be too bad. And it makes me happy. And that's what I need. I need to be happy. But I need to lose weight. I've gained 5 pounds this month - all because I'm lazy. I worked hard to get those pounds off, and they came right back on. So I have to work harder to get them off. I want to be at 170 when I go to Florida, and then at 150 when I go to Minnesota. Can I do that??